Just Me and My World

Ok, so I am still in the process of moving, with battling the flu and a ear infection in between. So I haven’t blogged, well a great friend and co-worker demanded that I blogged today … and when I looked at her and said about what… she said, “I will text you a picture from my phone and I want you to blog about it.”

Ahhh… a challenge, that sounds fun. I love randomness, and this was like a game of randomness… so I recieved the picture and would like to share it with everyone, because it is the reason for the blog today!

Ok… so Shauna wants me to explore my creativity … this is what she gives me… Banana’s! Well when I look at this picture the first thing that comes to mind is an age old question. “Does size really matter?” And so many say no, others say yes, when their significant others aren’t around. So who wants the truth? Is there really any women that say size doesn’t matter and they mean it? Personally anytime I have said it, it has been a lie. It does matter. If you are small the chances that you will satify me are pretty slim… and now I am not going to strictly pick on “smaller” men because you can be too big too!! I for sure don’t want to be scared when you drop your pants and think “OMG, where are you going to try and put that?”

There is a huge relevance in size… too small is honestly a waste of my time and yours, too big is something that results in more pain less pleasure… so what do you think, does size matter to you? Is it really in the “motion of the ocean?” Because honestly you may be able to “work it” but if it can’t reach certain spots you can work your ass right off of me….. just sayin….

And my question is…. Shauna, why the hell do you have this picture in your cell phone?

Wow, day to day you wonder what you can blog about next… then life happens and you have to search no where for that answer! It’s only 9:30 am and yet I already have had an eventful day. With all thanks to the crazy and stupid people of the world. Yes, stranage stupid man in the red piece of shit car, thank you! Thank you for pissing me off this morning… and allowing me to speak of what a freakin retard you truly are!!

So we are irratated by stupid people, but today they get their thanks, because they give us something to talk about…. This morning, I was turning into the parking lot at work (keep in mind I do NOT work in a safe area of town). I stopped with my turn signal on, and as I was about to turn I saw the moron behind me passing me and I stopped from turning, and of course blew my horn. Once he passed by me, I turned in and parked. He pulled off the road and wanted to start something, keep in mind he didn’t get of his car.

Daniel and my youngest was in the car cause they were dropping me off (Daniel is my ex) because the little one is sick and my car is going to get an oil change. Well when he got out the car to get in the driver’s seat they had some words, so the guy acted as if he was going to get out of the car, yet he didn’t. So then of course me and my loud mouth started going, the whole time this guy acted like he was going to get out or shoot us, IDK which one… but it takes more than he is capable to intimidate me….

He is very lucky that we weren’t somewhere else and I was standing where I work… cause I might have grabbed his dreads and yanked his ass out the window… for one simple principle…. I hadn’t had my morning coffee!

So this question was asked of me just last night. In all actuality I should have responded with a sarcastic response, especially because of who was doing the asking, and because of how the topic even came up…

So what does that mean to you??? When you are single what is the first thing you think about being single? I am sure there are those that embrace it by saying “I can do whatever or whoever I want… ” and that is why this question was directed at me… because of a sexual response, like I was going to say well I am single so I can f*&k whoever I want! Yeah, if I was a d@*k hungry wh*@e, (yes I am trying to be nice people) I would probably think that way, but being single to me is more empowering than being able to sleep with anyone that I want.

What is even sadder is, there are actually chicks that think of life like that… stuck in that “girls gone wild” state of mind. Yeah it may be a carefree way of living, but I like myself way too much for that, and I think all those little bitches should maybe start to like themselves a little more too… oh well, if you don’t like it don’t read it!!

Anyways… so do you even care enough to know where this is going??? So my response to this question is simple being single means I have myself, I worry about me, I love me (and the kids of course). I do things for myself and I am with myself, it is empowering and I do enjoy me time, so you call me selfish then? My question is when you are in a relationship that doesn’t work out for whatever reason, and you are single after years of being in a relationship do you run to the next person or do you enjoy the time you have to yourself, and allow your self to be selfish and enjoy the way that feels.

I know this is a odd topic and question, yet I am still astounded that there are those that have to be up someone’s ass all the time, and there are those that use sex to move from one “thing or fling” to the next, yet I think the people that do that do it cause they are co-dependant, or because they don’t love themselves, shit maybe even because they don’t even like themselves enough to be alone with themselves, but what I think about that is, if you don’t like yourself enough to be alone with yourself, how is the hell do you think someone else will like you long enough to stay with you for a given period of time????

Just Sayin…..

I have been going through a huge block when I think about blogging. Yet today I have so much on my mind that I am unsure what I should talk about. So I think today I will keep it simple… an update!

I will be moving into my own place by the end of the month, which I am super excited about! I have been living with an awesome friend and her son since August. She has made us very much at home!! Yet most know it’s nothing like having your own place. So … Yay!!!! I have taken this term out of school to make this move as least stressful as possible, as if moving can ever not be stressful, ha!

My concerns in moving is the apartment is great, but very small. I am going from a packed 3 bedroom house to a 2 bedroom apartment, which is a very small two bedroom apartment. So this weekend the plans are to go to my packed 10×15 storage unit and start deciding what I am keeping and what is being sold, yup YARD SALE!

That brings me to having a yard sale at the end of the month, which I have always done awesome at yard sales, so that is a good thing! I cannot do it this weekend, because our Black Tie Charity event for work is this Friday and then Saturday and Sunday I have to make decisions about the stuff, and the weekend of the 17th, I am doing a 3 mile Breast Cancer walk!!! (YAY for that too!) So the next Saturday will be the 24th, which is the weekend before I move and also a day before my youngest, GiGi’s 3rd Birthday, whew this is going to be a busy month. Yet, busy and fun!!

So maybe you will just be lucky enough for me to be back during a hectic time which of course will lead to some great laughs I am sure, cause never is my life dull or boring… So buckle up this is going to be an exciting month….

ps. I missed you guys!!